I am weeks away from giving birth to Baby K. In the first and second trimester, my mind was occupied with thoughts such as, “Will I be a good mother? Will we be good parents? Will our daughter love us?”
Now with just weeks to go, I am thinking, “Sakit ke tk baby keluar dari birth canal? Injecting epidural painful? How painful is the stitching? Will I feel the doctor stitching my you-know-what?”
Then I would shudder and think of happier thoughts, hahah. Ah, human nature to prepare themselves for the worst, I suppose.
Baby K, if ever you’re reading this in the future, I just want you to know that you’re greatly loved by everyone even before you’re born 🙂